I was well cared for, but grew up in an emotionally cold home – lower middle class – big city. As a kid, I struggled with severe anxiety and panic attacks. Then I came to faith during the Jesus Movement and found my tribe, got married at age 18, went into pastoral ministry, had four wonderful kids, and planted and built a big church. Then it all caved in on me. I got divorced, was kicked out of my church, became the object of much gossip, and got very depressed. I went back t